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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class='lastday'><p>&#8220;I&#8217;m too weak. I can&#8217;t stop him, Help me.&#8221; The midwife stared fearfully at Taniko, then scrambled to her feet and caught up with Horigawa. Blocking the prince&#8217;s way, she fell to her knees.</p><p>&#8220;Please, my lord, give me the baby.&#8221; She held out her arms.</p><p>Holding the baby with one arm, Horigawa drew his dagger and lunged at her.</p><p>&#8220;Homage to Amida&mdash;&#8221; she screamed, but the invocation ended in a horrid choking sound. Horigawa stepped daintily around her, wiping his dagger on his sulphur-coloured robe before sheathing it. Blood splashing her kimono like the petals of a giant scarlet peony, the midwife toppled forward and fell face-down in the dust. Taniko&#8217;s scream was as much for the woman who had helped her as for the baby.</p></div><p>Again she dragged herself to her feet and ran after Horigawa. He stopped and called his samurai.</p><p>&#8220;Hold her till I return.&#8221;</p><p>Tentatively at first, then more firmly as he saw that the prince was watching him, the guardsman nearest Taniko gripped her arm. With a nod, Horigawa turned and walked out the front gate as the two gate guards saluted with their naginatas. The guards stared after the little man holding the crying infant in his arms. A strange stillness fell over the manor.</p><p>Another samurai removed his obi and tied it around Taniko&#8217;s waist. &#8220;You should go inside and lie down, my lady. A woman in your condition should not be up and about.&#8221;</p><p>Suddenly, through her tears, Taniko was filled with rage. &#8220;What kind of samurai are you? You&#8217;re nothing but worms! You tell me to lie down when my baby has been ripped from my arms? You let him take my baby. You let him kill a defenceless woman. You are the ones who should lie down. You&#8217;re not men. No real men would stand by and let these things happen.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;The prince is our lord, my lady,&#8221; said the man who had given her the sash. &#8220;We are sworn to obey him in all things.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;You call yourselves samurai. Where is the courage and the kindliness samurai are supposed to have? You are only samurai on the outside. You have the hearts of maids. I have the only samurai heart here.&#8221; She glared at the men standing in a half-circle around her. They looked at the ground. She turned to the man holding her. &#8220;Let go of me.&#8221;</p><p>Still he held her. The samurai who spoke to her said, &#8220;Let go of her. Let her do as she wishes. This thing will bring bad karma on all who are part of it.&#8221; Taniko felt the man&#8217;s hand fall away. She raced for the gate. The guards with naginatas stepped aside.</p><p>What she saw made her scream in anguish. Horigawa was half-way up the stone steps that led up to the mill on the hilltop. Like a huge spider, he climbed rapidly.</p><p>Taniko ran to the mill and started to climb. Horigawa was far above her.</p><p>&#8220;Don&#8217;t! I beg you, don&#8217;t,&#8221; she screamed at him. &#8220;I&#8217;ll do anything you want. I&#8217;ll be whatever you want me to be. Take the baby away from me. Sell her if you want. I&#8217;ll be obedient to you. Don&#8217;t hurt her!&#8221;</p><p>The sound of the waterfall and the creaking of the mill wheel drowned out her voice. She struggled on up the stone steps, feeling weaker each time she raised a foot. She felt blood running down the insides of her legs. Clawing at the steps, using her hands to drag herself upwards, she climbed on.</p><p>She was screaming, but she did not know what she was screaming. She could not think. She could not hear herself above the roar of water tumbling over black rocks. She could no longer see Horigawa. She was almost at the top of the hill.</p><p>Horigawa was standing upstream. As she caught sight of him, he lifted her daughter up over his head with both arms and hurled the screaming baby into the middle of the stream.</p><p>The baby howled in terror as she struck the black water. That was the last sound Taniko ever heard from her child. She plunged into the water. Vainly she reached out as the little body swept past her and over the edge of the fall. She felt the current pulling her. She let herself fall forward into the cold water, wanting to be carried to her death with her daughter.</p><p>Just as she neared the edge she felt strong hands seize her and pull her out of the water, powerful arms carry her over to the bank of the stream. It was the samurai who had tried to help her. Without looking at Horigawa, who stood panting by the edge of the rushing stream, he carried Taniko slowly down the steep flight of stone steps.</p><p>At the bottom, Taniko raised her head weakly. She saw peasants standing around a morsel of dead flesh lying on the grass beside the mill pond. They stared at her, horror-struck. Then all of them knelt, and one covered the little body with a blanket. Taniko was silent. She closed her eyes. She could not comprehend what she had seen.</p><p>A man emerged from the gateway of the manor carrying the body of a woman in his arms. Some of the peasants went over to him and formed a small procession to follow the woman&#8217;s body to the village at the base of the hills.</p><p>A puff of smoke rose from the women&#8217;s quarters of the manor. Taniko suddenly remembered knocking over the oil lamp in her room. Soon the smoke became a thick, black cloud reaching to heaven. Crackling red flames leaped up after it.</p><p>Some of the servants tried to throw water on the fire, but it was useless. A strong breeze was blowing, and the flames quickly spread from the one building to all the others. Broken beams blackened in the fire, and torn paper walls turned to ashes and flew skyward like so many crows.</p><p>Within minutes the entire manor had burned to the ground.</p><p>The samurai standing with Taniko said, &#8220;It is a sign. The kami are angry at the prince for what he has done. They have destroyed his house.&#8221;</p><p>Some peasants overheard him and made the gesture of warding off demons.</p><p>&#8220;Homage to Amida Buddha,&#8221; Taniko said.</p><p>Immediately, those near her echoed it: &#8220;Homage to Amida Buddha.&#8221;</p><p>A peasant woman touched Taniko on the arm. &#8220;Your home is gone, my lady. You are ill. If you will be so kind, come to my miserable cottage and we will care for you.&#8221;</p><p>Taniko said, &#8220;Homage to Amida Buddha.&#8221; The samurai and the peasant woman led her away.</p>]]></content:encoded>
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		<description><![CDATA[&#8220;Why should anyone think the child is not yours?&#8221;&#8220;None of my wives has ever had a child. And the story of the armed monk who came here and killed my guards has made its way to the capital.&#8221;&#8220;That has no bearing on whether you are the father of my child.&#8221;&#8220;You will stay here. You will [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class='lastday'><p>&#8220;Why should anyone think the child is not yours?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;None of my wives has ever had a child. And the story of the armed monk who came here and killed my guards has made its way to the capital.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;That has no bearing on whether you are the father of my child.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;You will stay here. You will bear the child here at Daidoji.&#8221; He smiled at her. &#8220;It is really best for you. Pregnant women should not travel. The custom of a woman going home for the lying-in was followed when all the best people lived right in the capital. Besides, there are excellent midwives here in the village. You will be very comfortable.&#8221;</p></div><p>&#8220;You are holding me prisoner.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Only for your own good.&#8221; He stood up and left her.</p><p>Taniko felt more alone than she had at any time in her life. She read The Tale of Genji: a beautiful illustrated copy which Akimi had sent her. She liked it better than The Tale of the Hollow Tree. As her stomach started to bulge, she carried herself straighter and tried to hold it in.</p><p>&#8220;That is good,&#8221; said the midwife from the village of rice farmers who worked the paddies around Daidoji and paid sixty per cent of their harvest to Horigawa. &#8220;Girls who have husbands and are proud of their babies always let their bellies stick out. They have a bad time when they give birth. Girls whose babies have no fathers are ashamed. They try to hide their bellies, suck them in. And always, they have an easy delivery, because all that holding in makes them strong through here.&#8221; She laughed and stroked her hands over her pelvis. &#8220;Keep holding your belly in, my lady. But why are you ashamed of this baby? You have a noble prince for a husband.&#8221;</p><p>Having no one else to confide in and liking the midwife&#8217;s smiling, moon-like face, Taniko said, &#8220;I do not know whether this baby has a noble prince for a father.&#8221;</p><p>Taniko considered the notion of going to the Shima house in Heian Kyo without the prince&#8217;s permission, but it seemed impossible. From the way his dozens of samurai watched her, she was sure they had orders to keep her on the estate. And even if she were able to slip away, it was unsafe to travel on foot or on horseback. How could she get a carriage and driver? And how could a carriage escape the mounted samurai who would inevitably come after her? No, she decided, she would only distress herself by trying to run away.</p><p>The midwife came to examine her once a month. She told Taniko the baby would probably be born in the Seventh Month. Taniko noticed that when not talking to anyone the midwife would constantly mutter under her breath, the same words over and over again. At first Taniko thought the woman was mad. It would not surprise her at all if Horigawa had provided her with a demented midwife. But the woman was pleasant and made so much sense most of the time that Taniko dismissed that explanation.</p><p>&#8220;What is it you keep saying to yourself?&#8221; she finally asked.</p><p>&#8220;Homage to Amida Buddha.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Ah, a prayer.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;It is more than a prayer. If you repeat it with sincerity, you are saved for all time. When you die your spirit will be reborn in the Pure Land far to the west, where it is possible for even the weakest of us to attain enlightenment and achieve Nirvana.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Is that why you say it over and over again?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Yes. Also because it is such a great comfort. When I invoke the name of Amida Buddha over and over again, it feels as if I am carrying Buddha within me, just as you are carrying that baby inside you. Try it some time, my lady. When you are feeling sad or in pain, just say, &#8216;Homage to Amida Buddha&#8217; over and over to yourself until you feel better.&#8221;</p><p>One particularly beautiful day in the Seventh Month, as she sat reading under a parasol, Taniko found herself thinking back to her ride with Jebu down the Tokaido Road to Heian Kyo. When she realized that those were very nearly the last happy days of her life, a great sadness swept over her. Feeling foolish she said, &#8220;Homage to Amida Buddha.&#8221; She repeated it. After she had said it about twenty times the sharp edge of the sadness seemed blunted. It was as if she had drunk sake, but with none of its after effects.</p><p>The next time she tried the invocation was when she began to feel labour pains. She sent a servant to the village for the midwife, then went to the chamber that had been prepared as a lying-in room and lay on her futon, saying, &#8220;Homage to Amida Buddha.&#8221;</p><p>The midwife came, and they recited the prayer together. Taniko was in labour all the rest of that day, all the night and most of the following day. Holding in her belly did not seem to have helped.</p><p>Taniko awoke to see Horigawa leaning over her. His sour breath made her feel sick, and she turned her head aside. He grasped her under the chin and forced her to look at him.</p><p>&#8220;Taniko, your baby has been born.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Yes.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;It is alive. It is a daughter.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Good.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Taniko, it has red hair and grey eyes.&#8221;</p><p>Taniko felt her heart turn to ice. Feebly, she said, &#8220;Many babies are born that way&mdash;&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;No, Taniko.&#8221; Horigawa bared his teeth in what almost seemed a smile. &#8220;It is his. The monk&#8217;s.&#8221; He turned abruptly.</p><p>Taniko, her whole pain-racked body trembling, raised herself up on her elbows. &#8220;What are you going to do?&#8221;</p><p>Horigawa snatched the infant from the midwife&#8217;s arms, held the little, red naked body up as the baby squirmed and squalled. &#8220;Look, Taniko. Behold the living proof of your faithlessness.&#8221; The baby&#8217;s eyes were shut and the hair looked light brown to Taniko. She reached for her daughter. Horigawa laughed at her helplessness and ran from the lying-in room. Swaying, staggering, knocking over the one feeble oil lamp that lit the room, Taniko forced herself to get to her feet and follow him.</p><p>&#8220;What are you going to do? What are you going to do?&#8221; She ran after him through the rooms of the women&#8217;s quarters.</p><p>On the veranda the midwife caught up with her. &#8220;My lady! You&#8217;ll hurt yourself. You must lie down.&#8221; She held Taniko.</p><p>&#8220;Help me! He&#8217;s going to kill my baby!&#8221; Taniko fought free of the midwife. With a rapid stride Horigawa was crossing the front yard of the manor to the gate, the naked baby clutched to his chest. Samurai came out of the guard house to stare at him.</p><p>Heedless of the way her single robe flapped open, revealing her nakedness, Taniko ran after Horigawa and seized his arm. Horigawa whirled and knocked her to the ground with a backhanded slap. The midwife came and knelt by the gasping Taniko. She started to help Taniko rise, and Taniko gripped her hand.</p><p>&#8220;I&#8217;m too weak. I can&#8217;t stop him, Help me.&#8221; The midwife stared fearfully at Taniko, then scrambled to her feet and caught up with Horigawa. Blocking the prince&#8217;s way, she fell to her knees.</p><p>&#8220;Please, my lord, give me the baby.&#8221; She held out her arms.</p><p>Holding the baby with one arm, Horigawa drew his dagger and lunged at her.</p><p>&#8220;Homage to Amida&mdash;&#8221; she screamed, but the invocation ended in a horrid choking sound. Horigawa stepped daintily around her, wiping his dagger on his sulphur-coloured robe before sheathing it. Blood splashing her kimono like the petals of a giant scarlet peony, the midwife toppled forward and fell face-down in the dust. Taniko&#8217;s scream was as much for the woman who had helped her as for the baby.</p>]]></content:encoded>
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From the pillow book of Shima Taniko:One hears very little from the capital these days. Once in a while Akimi manages to slip me a letter or a present by way of [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class='lastday'><p>They embraced, and Jebu turned his back on Taitaro and on the blazing Waterfowl Temple and started walking down the beach towards Hakata.</p></div><h3>Chapter Nineteen</h3>
<p>From the pillow book of Shima Taniko:</p><p>One hears very little from the capital these days. Once in a while Akimi manages to slip me a letter or a present by way of a trusted servant. I can only guess how it makes her feel to be Sogamori&#8217;s mistress. Poor Akimi-san. Her son Yukio is now a novice monk at the Buddhist temple on Mount Hiei.</p><p>Sogamori has had himself appointed chancellor. This is an ancient office, long left vacant, and is considered higher than the office of Regent. Fujiwara no Motofusa, who is now Regent, must be grinding his blackened teeth down to stumps. With the office of chancellor and with tens of thousands of Takashi samurai ready to spring to do his bidding, Sogamori is the real ruler of the Sunrise Land.</p><p>According to Akimi, Sogamori was recently heard to say, &#8220;Anyone who is not a Takashi is not a human being.&#8221; That remark has been repeated all over the capital. People follow the Takashi fashion in everything from the way men wear their ceremonial hats to the style of the family crest on one&#8217;s clothing. Anyone who wants to be in fashion must study and copy the way things are done in the Rokuhara.</p><p>A strange and frightening thing happened yesterday. A troop of Takashi samurai visited Daidoji. Their leader was a giant barbarian who spoke our language very poorly, with a thick accent. He questioned all the guards who fought with Jebu, then came to see me.</p><p>Arghun Baghadur, he said his name was. What sort of an outlandish name is that? He would tell me nothing of himself, save that he does the bidding of Sogamori and had old Squint-Eyes&#8217; permission to question me. He asked me many questions about Jebu, to most of which I answered that I did not know. Having been told by Horigawa that I speak Chinese, he conversed with me in that language, which he spoke passably well.</p><p>I made one stupid mistake. After he had asked me many questions I declared that I had no interest in Zinja monks, especially those of barbarian descent. He pounced at once.</p><p>&#8220;Then you know of his descent. He must have told you about himself.&#8221;</p><p>I had only intended to make an insulting reference to this Arghun Baghadur&#8217;s own barbarian background. Led on by my wish to hurt, I forgot myself and made a serious error. It was as Jebu once told me: the warrior who acts out of anger or hatred is simply seeking his own defeat.</p><p>I answered that I had guessed Jebu&#8217;s barbarian ancestry from his appearance. Suddenly I realized that Jebu had told me his father was killed by a giant barbarian with red hair and blue eyes, and that the barbarian wished to kill Jebu. Instantly I felt sure this was the very man. If only there were some way I could warn Jebu.</p><p>The barbarian pressed me with questions for an hour more. I pray I told him nothing else that might help him. After he left, I fainted. Compassionate Buddha, help Jebu.</p>
<p>-First Month, eighth day</p>
<p>YEAR OF THE SHEEP</p><p>Arghun Baghadur&#8217;s visit brought her last meeting with Jebu vividly back to her. Finally she forced herself to accept a fact she had only suspected in the months since she had seen Jebu. She was pregnant.</p><p>Compassionate Buddha, she whispered to herself, help me.</p><p>She waited another month to be sure, before telling Horigawa the news on one of his infrequent visits to Daidoji. She asked his permission to go to Kamakura for the lying-in. Any place was better, she thought, than this god-forsaken country rathole. And once she got away from Horigawa, she might be able to find excuses to avoid returning to him.</p><p>&#8220;Out of the question,&#8221; said Horigawa.</p><p>&#8220;But a woman of good family returns to her home to give birth.&#8221;</p><p>Horigawa smiled and tapped his fingertips together. &#8220;Not, I think, when the home is as far away as Kamakura. It would be entirely too dangerous to your health. What would your honoured father think of me, if I let you journey so far? He who takes such good care of every passing traveller, such as the Muratomo boy.&#8221;</p><p>Taniko&#8217;s heart sank. &#8220;Then send me to my uncle&#8217;s house in the capital.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Oh, no. Never again will you go to the capital. You disgraced me there once. It will not happen again.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;I did not disgrace you.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;There are many there who know that you were the go-between for Akimi and Sogamori. Now Akimi acts the great lady as Sogamori&#8217;s mistress. People know that you thwarted my efforts to have the Muratomo brats eliminated. Among those people I am a laughing stock because of you. Now, when you arrive in the capital with your belly swollen, there will be rumours that the child is not mine. I will not be laughed at because of you.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Why should anyone think the child is not yours?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;None of my wives has ever had a child. And the story of the armed monk who came here and killed my guards has made its way to the capital.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;That has no bearing on whether you are the father of my child.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;You will stay here. You will bear the child here at Daidoji.&#8221; He smiled at her. &#8220;It is really best for you. Pregnant women should not travel. The custom of a woman going home for the lying-in was followed when all the best people lived right in the capital. Besides, there are excellent midwives here in the village. You will be very comfortable.&#8221;</p>]]></content:encoded>
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		<description><![CDATA[Jebu darted around the log, slashing at Arghun. He expected the big man to duck back, but Arghun stood firm, parrying Jebu&#8217;s sword with a clang. They were almost chest-to-chest, and Jebu thought how unusual to be fighting someone as big as himself.Arghun put his boot behind Jebu&#8217;s bare heel and tripped him. Jebu saved [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class='lastday'><p>Jebu darted around the log, slashing at Arghun. He expected the big man to duck back, but Arghun stood firm, parrying Jebu&#8217;s sword with a clang. They were almost chest-to-chest, and Jebu thought how unusual to be fighting someone as big as himself.</p><p>Arghun put his boot behind Jebu&#8217;s bare heel and tripped him. Jebu saved himself by turning his fall into a somersault, rolling away from Arghun&#8217;s thrust. Part of Jebu&#8217;s anger turned against himself. He was fighting poorly tonight. He was making mistakes, letting himself be taken in by obvious tricks. He told himself that he must get the better of the Mongol. Otherwise he would be failing himself, his father and the Order. Not only his life but the meaning of his life depended upon it.</p></div><p>Jumping to his feet, Jebu wondered when the rest of Arghun&#8217;s men would join in. Surely they could hear the ringing of sword on sword. Why didn&#8217;t Arghun call them? Probably because he wanted to kill Jebu himself. What was Taitaro doing? Jebu dared not take his eyes from Arghun for an instant.</p><p>The Mongol was moving in on him again. Unlike the Zinja, who frequently fell back or feigned retreat in order to draw their opponents off-balance, Arghun stayed constantly on the attack, his blade slamming again and again into Jebu&#8217;s. Jebu knew Arghun was trying to wear him down, overwhelm him with his strength. To break the momentum of Arghun&#8217;s attack, Jebu crouched and swung his short sword at the Mongol warrior&#8217;s legs.</p><p>Arghun leaped into the air, bringing his sabre down on Jebu&#8217;s blade with all his strength. Jebu lost his grip under the force of Arghun&#8217;s blow. The Zinja sword went spinning across the room. Still crouched, reaching for the lost blade, Jebu saw Arghun poised over him, his sword upraised for the death blow.</p><p>Rolling himself into a ball, Jebu hit Arghun&#8217;s legs. The Mongol started to topple, then caught himself with a dancer&#8217;s grace and whirled to strike at Jebu again. Jebu felt the impact of the sword&#8217;s point and edge biting into the flesh of his upper arm.</p><p>Then the candle went out.</p><p>Arghun&#8217;s blade, seeking him again, rang on the temple&#8217;s stone floor. Jebu realized instantly why Taitaro had been standing near the candle. He had given Jebu his chance, and had blown the candle out when he thought Arghun was going to kill him.</p><p>Now Arghun was roaring for his men. &#8220;Get in here and bring light! The monk I&#8217;m after is here!&#8221;</p><p>Jebu remembered where his Zinja sword had struck the far wall. He ran for it and snatched it up, then turned to look for Arghun.</p><p>&#8220;Jebu, you fool! Here!&#8221; Jebu felt Taitaro&#8217;s powerful fingers on his arm. Taitaro propelled him around to the back of the altar. Jebu heard stone grind against stone. Then Taitaro was pulling him again, and he squeezed through the opening and heard the stone door slide shut behind him.</p><p>Taitaro lit a candle and beckoned Jebu. Soon they were in the tunnels in the mountain, far below the temple. Taitaro turned on him angrily.</p><p>&#8220;I told you precisely what to do, but you wouldn&#8217;t listen. If you had, you&#8217;d be safely on your way to Hakata. Now you&#8217;re wounded, and you&#8217;ve still got to walk to Hakata. Let me see that arm. You&#8217;re bleeding heavily.&#8221; He helped Jebu clean and bind the wound.</p><p>&#8220;You&#8217;ll have a scar there. I hope you&#8217;re proud of it.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Sensei, you&#8217;re angry because I put myself in danger. But what else could I do? The man who killed my father, sitting there talking about killing me&mdash; He has been hunting me, sensei. And you were in danger, too. I had to attack him.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;I don&#8217;t want you to be killed by that man.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;I won&#8217;t be. I will kill him some day.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Jebu, he killed you tonight, on the plane of combat skill. You did not fight as a Zinja should fight. You were angry and vengeful, and therefore you were conscious and controlling at every moment. You did not let the Self fight. You hungered for revenge on Arghun as an ordinary man hungers for a beautiful woman. Think back on it.&#8221;</p><p>Jebu remembered. He had entered the temple composing himself for battle in the usual way, but somehow when he had launched himself at Arghun he had forgotten all that. More than anything in the world he had wanted to kill the Mongol giant. Throughout the fight he had incessantly been telling himself what to do. And he had always been wrong. Remembering, he was crestfallen. Truly he had fallen far short of the Zinja ideal. Perhaps it was his Mongol blood.</p><p>&#8220;You are right. I am humiliated.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Humiliation is our best teacher,&#8221; said Taitaro. &#8220;It is as kind to us as an old grandmother. I wanted you to know this man. An empty space in your life was filled up tonight. But now you should forget the tale of your father and Arghun as you would forget yesterday&#8217;s meal. It does not matter how you came to be born or where you came from or what men did injuries to your father. Until you can go against Arghun stripped bare in mind, he will always be able to get the better of you.&#8221;</p><p>Shame was a leaden weight in Jebu&#8217;s chest. &#8220;I am afraid, sensei, that I am a bad student. I hunger for beautiful women, like any ordinary man. I haven&#8217;t learned not to care about winning and losing. With Arghun, the man who killed my father, the wish to win became my master.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;You are young, Jebu. The Zinja teachings aim at perfection, but you are not expected to be perfect. We hope you will learn to apply the teachings often enough at this stage of your life that you can live long enough to apply them still more.&#8221;</p><p>The weight in Jebu&#8217;s chest felt lighter. He smiled gratefully, looking into Taitaro&#8217;s weary, kindly eyes.</p><p>&#8220;I will try to care less.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Consult the shintai, the Jewel of Life and Death, every day. It will help you to see things more clearly.&#8221;</p><p>Together, in silence, they made their way downwards through the tunnel system. At last they were on the beach under the half-moon and the stars. Another light caught Jebu&#8217;s eye and he looked up in horror. The Waterfowl Temple was burning.</p><p>The temple had always reminded Jebu of a bird. Now the tongues of flame were like feathers and wings, and the temple was, not a waterfowl, but a great bird of fire poised for flight.</p><p>Rage followed shock. &#8220;I wish I could run back up the mountain and kill them all.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;They are stupid men, and burning the temple is a futile act.&#8221; said Taitaro. &#8220;It doesn&#8217;t matter. We set no great store by temples. They&#8217;re just so much firewood in the end.&#8221;</p><p>They embraced, and Jebu turned his back on Taitaro and on the blazing Waterfowl Temple and started walking down the beach towards Hakata.</p>]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Shike - Day 59 of 306</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 31 Jan 2008 01:06:38 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[There were still unanswered questions. Who, exactly, was Jamuga? Who was Genghis Khan? What had Jamuga done to call down upon himself such relentless vindictiveness? But Jebu felt he had heard enough. It was time to act, while Arghun was still talking to Taitaro, before the Mongol became restless.Mongol. Whatever a Mongol is, I&#8217;m partly [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class='lastday'><p>There were still unanswered questions. Who, exactly, was Jamuga? Who was Genghis Khan? What had Jamuga done to call down upon himself such relentless vindictiveness? But Jebu felt he had heard enough. It was time to act, while Arghun was still talking to Taitaro, before the Mongol became restless.</p></div><p>Mongol. Whatever a Mongol is, I&#8217;m partly one, too.</p><p>When he burst up through the temple floor, Arghun would be taken by surprise. That, plus his Zinja training, should be enough to enable him to kill the man who had killed his father. In the darkness he reached up to move the stone slab.</p><p>He found he could not touch the ceiling. He paced the room from wall to wall, reaching above his head as high as he could. His fingertips touched empty air. He felt the walls for a handhold. Except for the low opening to the tunnel Taitaro had told him about, the walls were smooth. He was caught like a cricket in a jar. There was no way to climb out.</p><p>Jebu clenched his fists and growled to himself. Taitaro had known about this. The old devil had planned it this way, to protect him.</p><p>Promising himself he would have a word with Taitaro, Jebu crouched and crept through the low tunnel. In total darkness, he had to feel his way. The tunnel was lined with stones which formed a vaulted roof to prevent collapse. It must have taken many months to build it that well, even though it was only about fifty feet long. But the tunnels under the temple were bored through the solid rock of the mountain. How long had they taken? The Zinja were patient.</p><p>Now the tunnel began to slant upwards. Jebu&#8217;s fingers touched rough stone. He pushed gently. The stone moved easily. A crack of light appeared, and he cautiously raised the stone a little more.</p><p>He heard the crackling and crashing of Arghun&#8217;s samurai stumbling around the brush-grown temple grounds searching for him. He raised the stone enough to be able to see his immediate vicinity. There was no one near by. He pushed himself out of the tunnel, creeping flat along the ground, and dropped the stone back into place.</p><p>Through weeds and shrubbery, Jebu snaked towards the temple. He darted up the steps. Cautiously, he peered into the temple entrance. He could see two dark, seated figures, one small, the other a bulk like a mountain, facing each other near the altar, a candle on the floor between them. From this distance he could not see Arghun&#8217;s face well. But the Mongol had his profile to Jebu and might detect a movement out of the corner of his eye if Jebu rushed him.</p><p>Thinking of shadows, Jebu edged around the entrance-way and crept along the back wall of the temple to the rear corner. He drew the collar of his hood up over his nose and mouth to muffle the sound of his breathing. At last he was behind Arghun.</p><p>Your armour is your mind. A naked man can utterly destroy a man clad in steel. Rely on nothing but the Self.</p><p>Slowly, silently, he worked his way along the side wall of the temple. Taitaro would probably see him, but the abbot would give no sign. Jebu drew his Zinja sword. A further soundless progress towards the altar, and he was facing Arghun&#8217;s broad back.</p><p>Rely on nothing under heaven. You will not do the fighting. The Self will do the fighting.</p><p>The ritual sentences of preparation for combat were swept aside by an overwhelming urge to kill the man who had killed Jamuga. Jebu poised the Zinja sword, aiming the point at Arghun&#8217;s red-cloaked back. Then he sprang away from the wall, launching himself at Arghun.</p><p>Just before Jebu reached Arghun, the Mongol rolled to one side. Surprised, Jebu dived past him. Suddenly he was driving the point of his sword at Taitaro&#8217;s heart.</p><p>&#8220;No! Father!&#8221; Jebu screamed. He heard Arghun laugh in the shadows.</p><p>Jebu&#8217;s Zinja-trained reflexes came to his aid and he swung the sword wide. Taitaro also moved quickly, springing to his feet. But they could not help falling into each other.</p><p>&#8220;Idiot! He saw you reflected in my eyes,&#8221; Taitaro snapped as the two of them went down together, disentangled themselves and quickly stood. Jebu was furious at himself. He had been taught about eye reflections and had forgotten.</p><p>Jebu saw that when Arghun evaded the sword thrust he had also seized the candle. It was on the altar now, and the Mongol was standing beside it. His sword, long and curved though not as long as a samurai sword, gleamed in his hand.</p><p>Arghun and Jebu stood looking at each other. Jebu could read nothing in the narrowed blue eyes. They were fierce and empty as the eyes of a falcon. The Mongol&#8217;s hair was hidden under his helmet, but the red moustache was a surprise. It was the same colour as his own hair. Why, he looks like me, Jebu realized.</p><p>Arghun grunted. &#8220;I knew if I kept the old man talking, you&#8217;d come sneaking around. You are Jamuga&#8217;s son, no doubt of that. You are as big as he was. But I think you will be easier to kill than he was. You&#8217;re just a child.&#8221;</p><p>Jebu was stung by the contempt in Arghun&#8217;s voice. &#8220;A very-well trained child, Arghun. Who intends to kill you this night.&#8221;</p><p>Arghun shrugged. &#8220;There is training, and then there is experience.&#8221;</p><p>Without warning, Arghun leaped at him, bringing his sabre down in a stroke that would have cut Jebu in two had he not leaped backwards. Arghun kept charging him, thrusting and slashing.</p><p>Jebu ducked around the hanging hollow log that served as a temple gong, keeping it between himself and Arghun, slowing down Arghun&#8217;s rush. Jebu took a crouching attack position, his short sword held before him, waist-high. He was swept by a wave of exhilaration. This man had taken his father from him. Now he would pay with his life.</p><p>Jebu darted around the log, slashing at Arghun. He expected the big man to duck back, but Arghun stood firm, parrying Jebu&#8217;s sword with a clang. They were almost chest-to-chest, and Jebu thought how unusual to be fighting someone as big as himself.</p><p>Arghun put his boot behind Jebu&#8217;s bare heel and tripped him. Jebu saved himself by turning his fall into a somersault, rolling away from Arghun&#8217;s thrust. Part of Jebu&#8217;s anger turned against himself. He was fighting poorly tonight. He was making mistakes, letting himself be taken in by obvious tricks. He told himself that he must get the better of the Mongol. Otherwise he would be failing himself, his father and the Order. Not only his life but the meaning of his life depended upon it.</p>]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Classic Horror and Lawrence of Arabia</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 01 Sep 2008 00:08:06 +0000</pubDate>
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Bram Stoker&#8217;s Dracula and Mary Shelley&#8217;s Frankenstein. Getting in the Halloween spirit a bit early I guess. Coincidentally both stories start written in the form of correspondence. (Also in the Halloween vein don&#8217;t forget Lovecraft&#8217;s Cthulu stories)
T. E. Lawrence&#8217;s Seven Pillars of Wisdom. I just watched the movie Lawrence of Arabia and enjoyed it so [...]]]></description>
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<li>Bram Stoker&#8217;s <a href="http://www.turtlereader.com/authors/bram-stoker/dracula-day-1-of-140/">Dracula</a> and Mary Shelley&#8217;s <a href="http://www.turtlereader.com/authors/mary-shelley/frankenstein-day-1-of-67/">Frankenstein</a>. Getting in the Halloween spirit a bit early I guess. Coincidentally both stories start written in the form of correspondence. (Also in the Halloween vein don&#8217;t forget <a href="http://www.turtlereader.com/authors/h-p-lovecraft/collected-stories-part-1-day-1-of-277/">Lovecraft</a>&#8217;s <a href="http://www.turtlereader.com/authors/h-p-lovecraft/collected-stories-part-2-day-1-of-274/">Cthulu</a> stories)</li>
<li>T. E. Lawrence&#8217;s <a href="http://www.turtlereader.com/authors/te-lawrence/seven-pillars-of-wisdom-day-1-of-240/">Seven Pillars of Wisdom</a>. I just watched the movie Lawrence of Arabia and enjoyed it so I was interested when I heard it was based on an autobiography. Hopefully it&#8217;s interesting. The dedication certainly is mysterious.</li>
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