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&#8220;But matters got started just the same. Denis fixed up an attic room with
skylights, and Marsh sent for all sorts of painting equipment. Everyone was
rather excited about the new venture, and I was at least glad that something
was on foot to break the brooding tension. Soon the sittings began, and we all
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<p>&#8220;But matters got started just the same. Denis fixed up an attic room with
skylights, and Marsh sent for all sorts of painting equipment. Everyone was
rather excited about the new venture, and I was at least glad that something
was on foot to break the brooding tension. Soon the sittings began, and we all
took them quite seriously&#8211;for we could see that Marsh regarded them as
important artistic events. Denny and I used to go quietly about the house as
though something sacred were occurring, and we knew that it was sacred as far
as Marsh was concerned.</p></div>

<p>&#8220;With Marceline, though, it was a different matter, as I began to see at
once. Whatever Marsh&#8217;s reactions to the sittings may have been, hers were
painfully obvious. Every possible way she betrayed a frank and commonplace
infatuation for the artist, and would repulse Denis&#8217; marks of affection
whenever she dared. Oddly, I noticed this more vividly than Denis himself, and
tried to devise some plan for keeping the boy&#8217;s mind easy until the matter
could be straightened out. There was no use in having him excited about it if
it could be helped.</p>

<p>&#8220;In the end I decided that Denis had better be away while the disagreeable
situation existed. I could represent his interests well enough at this end, and
sooner or later Marsh would finish the picture and go. My view of Marsh&#8217;s
honour was such that I did not look for any worse developments. When the matter
had blown over, and Marceline had forgotten about her new infatuation, it would
be time enough to have Denis on hand again.</p>

<p>&#8220;So I wrote a long letter to my marketing and financial agent in New York,
and cooked up a plan to have the boy summoned there for an indefinite time. I
had the agent write him that our affairs absolutely required one of us to go
East, and of course my illness made it clear that I could not be the one. It
was arranged that when Denis got to New York he would find enough plausible
matters to keep him busy as long as I thought he ought to be away.</p>

<p>&#8220;The plan worked perfectly, and Denis started for New York without the least
suspicion; Marceline and Marsh going with him in the car to Cape Girardeau,
where he caught the afternoon train to St. Louis. They returned after dark, and
as McCabe drove the car back to the stables I could hear them talking on the
veranda&#8211;in those same chairs near the long parlour window where Marsh and
Denis had sat when I overheard them talk about the portrait. This time I
resolved to do some intentional eavesdropping, so quietly went down to the
front parlour and stretched out on the sofa near the window.</p>

<p>&#8220;At first I could not hear anything but very shortly there came the sound of
a chair being shifted, followed by a short, sharp breath and a sort of
inarticulately hurt exclamation from Marceline. Then I heard Marsh speaking in
a strained, almost formal voice.</p>

<p>&#8220;&#8216;I&#8217;d enjoy working tonight if you aren&#8217;t too tired.&#8217;</p>

<p>&#8220;Marceline&#8217;s reply was in the same hurt tone which had marked her
exclamation. She used English as he had done.</p>

<p>&#8220;&#8216;Oh, Frank, is that really all you care about? Forever working! Can&#8217;t we
just sit out here in this glorious moonlight?&#8217;</p>

<p>&#8220;He answered impatiently, his voice shewing a certain contempt beneath the
dominant quality of artistic enthusiasm.</p>

<p>&#8220;&#8216;Moonlight! Good God, what cheap sentimentality! For a supposedly
sophisticated person you surely do hang on to some of the crudest claptrap that
ever escaped from the dime novels! With art at your elbow, you have to think of
the moon&#8211;cheap as a spotlight at the varieties! Or perhaps it makes you think
of the Roodmas dance around the stone pillars at Auteiul. Hell, how you used to
make those goggle-eyed yaps stare! But not&#8211;I suppose you&#8217;ve dropped all that
now. No more Atlantean magic or hair-snake rites for Madame de Russy! I&#8217;m the
only one to remember the ld things&#8211;the things that came down through the
temples of Tanit and echoed on the ramparts of Zimbabwe. But I won&#8217;t be cheated
of that remembrance&#8211;all that is weaving itself into the thing on my
canvas&#8211;the thing that is going to capture wonder and crystallise the secrets
of 75,000 years.&#8217;</p>

<p>&#8220;Marceline interrupted in a voice full of mixed emotions.</p>

<p>&#8220;&#8216;It&#8217;s you who are cheaply sentimental now! You know well that the old
things had better be let alone. All of you had better watch out if ever I chant
the old rites or try to call up what lies hidden in Yuggoth, Zimbabwe, and
R&#8217;lyeh. I thought you had more sense!</p>]]></content:encoded>
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&#8220;&#8216;Of course you&#8217;re jealous&#8211;I know how a speech like mine must sound&#8211;but I
can swear to you that you needn&#8217;t be.&#8217;

&#8220;Denis did not answer, and Marsh went on.

&#8220;&#8216; To tell the truth, I could never be in love with Marceline&#8211;I couldn&#8217;t
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<p>&#8220;&#8216;Of course you&#8217;re jealous&#8211;I know how a speech like mine must sound&#8211;but I
can swear to you that you needn&#8217;t be.&#8217;</p>

<p>&#8220;Denis did not answer, and Marsh went on.</p>

<p>&#8220;&#8216; To tell the truth, I could never be in love with Marceline&#8211;I couldn&#8217;t
even be a cordial friend of hers in the warmest sense. Why, damn it all, I felt
like a hypocrite talking with her these days as I&#8217;ve been doing.</p></div>

<p>&#8220;&#8216;The case simply is, that one of her phase of her half hyponotises me in a
certain way&#8211;a very strange, fantastic, and dimly terrible way&#8211;just as another
phase half hypnotises you in a much more normal way. I see something in her&#8211;or
to be psychologically exact, something through her or beyond her&#8211;that you
didn&#8217;t see at all. Something that brings up a vast pageantry of shapes from
forgotten abysses, and makes me want to paint incredible things whose outlines
vanish the instant I try to envisage them clearly. Don&#8217;t mistake, Denny, your
wife is a magnificent being, a splendid focus of cosmic forces who has a right
to be called divine if anything on earth has!&#8217;</p>

<p>&#8220;I felt a clearing of the situation at this point, for the abstract
strangeness of Marsh&#8217;s statement, plus the flattery he was now heaping on
Marceline, could not fail to disarm and mollify one as fondly proud of his
consort as Denis always was. Marsh evidently caught the change himself, for
there was more confidence in his tone as he continued.</p>

<p>&#8220;&#8216;I must paint her, Denny&#8211;must paint that hair&#8211;and you won&#8217;t regret.
There&#8217;s something more than mortal about that hair&#8211;something more than
beautiful&#8211;&#8217;</p>

<p>&#8220;He paused, and I wondered what Denis could be thinking. I wondered, indeed,
what I was really thinking myself. Was Marsh&#8217;s interest actually that of the
artist alone, or was he merely infatuated as Denis had been? I had thought, in
their schooldays, that he had envied my boy; and I dimly felt that it might be
the same now. On the other hand, something in that talk of artistic stimulus
had rung amazingly true; so that the more I pondered, the more I was inclined
to take the stuff at face value. Denis seemed to do so, too, for although I
could not catch his low-spoken reply, I could tell by the effect it produced
that it must have been affirmative.</p>

<p>&#8220;There was a sound of someone slapping another on the back, and then a
grateful speech from Marsh that I was long to remember.</p>

<p>&#8220;&#8216;That&#8217;s great, Denny, and just as I told you, you&#8217;ll never regret it. In a
sense, I&#8217;m half doing it for you. You&#8217;ll be a different man when you see it.
I&#8217;ll put you back where you used to be&#8211;give you a waking-up and a sort of
salvation&#8211;but you can&#8217;t see what I mean as yet. Just remember old friendship,
and don&#8217;t get the idea that I&#8217;m not the same old bird!&#8217;</p>

<p>&#8220;I rose perplexedly as I saw the two stroll off across the lawn, arm in arm,
and smoking in unison. What could Marsh have meant by his strange and almost
ominous reassurance? The more my fears were quieted in one direction, the more
they were aroused in another. Look at it any way I could, it seemed to be a
rather bad business.</p>

<p>&#8220;But matters got started just the same. Denis fixed up an attic room with
skylights, and Marsh sent for all sorts of painting equipment. Everyone was
rather excited about the new venture, and I was at least glad that something
was on foot to break the brooding tension. Soon the sittings began, and we all
took them quite seriously&#8211;for we could see that Marsh regarded them as
important artistic events. Denny and I used to go quietly about the house as
though something sacred were occurring, and we knew that it was sacred as far
as Marsh was concerned.</p>]]></content:encoded>
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&#8220;We often sat together on the veranda watching Marsh and Marceline as they
rode up or down the drive on horseback, or played tennis on the court that used
to stretch south of the house. They talked mostly in French, which Marsh,
though he hadn&#8217;t more than a quarter-portion of French blood, handled more
glibly than either Denis or [...]]]></description>
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<p>&#8220;We often sat together on the veranda watching Marsh and Marceline as they
rode up or down the drive on horseback, or played tennis on the court that used
to stretch south of the house. They talked mostly in French, which Marsh,
though he hadn&#8217;t more than a quarter-portion of French blood, handled more
glibly than either Denis or I could speak it. Marceline&#8217;s English, always
academically correct, was rapidly improving in accent; but it was plain that
she relished dropping back into her mother-tongue. As we looked at the
congenial couple they made, I could see the boy&#8217;s cheek and throat muscles
tighten&#8211;though he wasn&#8217;t a whit less ideal a host to Marsh, or a whit less
considerate husband to Marceline.</p></div>

<p>&#8220;All this was generally in the afternoon; for Marceline rose very late, had
breakfast in bed, and took an immense amount of time preparing to come
downstairs. I never knew of anyone so wrapped up in cosmetics, beauty
exercises, hair-oils, unguents, and everything of that kind. It was in these
morning hours that Denis and Marsh did their real visiting, and exchanged the
close confidences which kept their friendship up despite the strain that
jealousy imposed.</p>

<p>&#8220;Well, it was in one of those morning talks on the veranda that Marsh made
the proposition which brought on the end. I was laid up with some of my
neuritis, but had managed to get downstairs and stretch out on the front
parlour sofa near the long window. Denis and Marsh were just outside; so I
couldn&#8217;t help hearing all they said. They had been talking about art, and the
curious, capricious elements needed to jolt an artist into producing the real
article, when Marsh suddenly swerved from abstractions to the personal
application he must have had in mind from the start.</p>

<p>&#8220;&#8216;I suppose,&#8217; he was saying, &#8216;that nobody can tell just what it is in some
scenes or objects that makes them aesthetic stimuli for certain individuals.
Basically, of course, it must have some reference to each man&#8217;s background of
stored-up mental associations, for no two people have the same scale of
sensitiveness and responses. We decadents are artists for whom all ordinary
things have ceased to have any emotional or imaginative significance, but no
one of us responds in the same way to exactly the same extraordinary. Now take
me, for instance.&#8217;&#8221;</p>

<p>&#8220;He paused and resumed.</p>

<p>&#8220;&#8216;I know, Denny, that I can say these things to you because you such a
preternaturally unspoiled mind&#8211;clean, fine, direct, objective, and all that.
You won&#8217;t misunderstand as an oversubtilised, effete man of the world
might.&#8217;&#8221;</p>

<p>&#8220;He paused once more.</p>

<p>&#8220;&#8216;The fact is, I think I know what&#8217;s needed to set my imagination working
again. I&#8217;ve had a dim idea of it ever since we were in Paris, but I&#8217;m sure now.
It&#8217;s Marceline, old chap&#8211;that face and that hair, and the train of shadowy
images they bring up. Not merely visible beauty&#8211;though God knows there&#8217;s
enough of that&#8211;but something peculiar and individualised, that can&#8217;t exactly
be explained. Do you know, in the last few days I&#8217;ve felt the existence of such
a stimulus so keenly that I honestly think I could outdo myself&#8211;break into the
real masterpiece class if I could get ahold of paint and canvas at just the
time when her face and hair set my fancy stirring and weaving. There&#8217;s
something weird and other-worldly about it&#8211;something joined up with the dim
ancient thing Marceline represents. I don&#8217;t know how much she&#8217;s told you about
that side of her, but I can assure you there&#8217;s plenty of it. She has some
marvellous links with the outside.&#8217;</p>

<p>&#8220;Some change in Denis&#8217; expression must have halted the speaker here, for
there was a considerable spell of silence before the words went on. I was
utterly taken aback, for I&#8217;d expected no such overt development like this; and
I wondered what my son could be thinking. My heart began to pound violently,
and I strained my ears in the frankest of intentional eavesdropping. Then Marsh
resumed.</p>

<p>&#8220;&#8216;Of course you&#8217;re jealous&#8211;I know how a speech like mine must sound&#8211;but I
can swear to you that you needn&#8217;t be.&#8217;</p>

<p>&#8220;Denis did not answer, and Marsh went on.</p>

<p>&#8220;&#8216; To tell the truth, I could never be in love with Marceline&#8211;I couldn&#8217;t
even be a cordial friend of hers in the warmest sense. Why, damn it all, I felt
like a hypocrite talking with her these days as I&#8217;ve been doing.</p>]]></content:encoded>
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&#8220;I was glad of the visit, for I felt it would help to set up a normal
atmosphere in the house again. And that&#8217;s what it really seemed to do at first;
for as I said, Marsh was a delight to have around. He was as sincere and
profound an artist as I ever saw in my life, [...]]]></description>
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<p>&#8220;I was glad of the visit, for I felt it would help to set up a normal
atmosphere in the house again. And that&#8217;s what it really seemed to do at first;
for as I said, Marsh was a delight to have around. He was as sincere and
profound an artist as I ever saw in my life, and I certainly believe that
nothing on earth mattered to him except the perception and expression of
beauty. When he saw an exquisite thing, or was creating one, his eyes would
dilate until the light irises were nearly out of sight&#8211;leaving two mystical
black pits in that weak, delicate, chalk-like face; black pits opening on
strange worlds which none of us could guess about.</p></div>

<p>&#8220;When he reached here, though, he didn&#8217;t have many chances to shew this
tendency; for he had, as he told Denis, gone quite stale. It seems he had been
very successful as an artist of a bizarre kind&#8211;like Fuseli or Goya or Sime or
Clark Ashton Smith&#8211;but had suddenly become played out. The world of ordinary
things around him had ceased to hold anything he could recognize as
beauty&#8211;beauty, that is, of enough force and poignancy to arouse his creative
faculty. He had often been this way before&#8211;all decadents are&#8211;but this time he
could not invent any new, strange, or outr&eacute; sensation or experience
which would supply the needed illusion of fresh beauty or stimulatingly
adventurous expectancy. He was like a Durtal or a des Esseintes at the most
jaded point of his curious orbit.</p>

<p>&#8220;Marceline was away when Marsh arrived. She hadn&#8217;t been enthusiastic about
his coming, and had refused to decline an invitation from some of our friends
in St. Louis which came about that time for her and Denis. Denis, of course,
stayed to receive his guest; but Marceline had gone on alone. It was the first
time they had ever been separated, and I hoped the interval would help to
dispel the daze that was making such a fool of the boy. Marceline shewed no
hurry to get back, but seemed to me to prolong her absence as much as she
could. Denis stood it better than one would have expected from such a doting
husband, and seemed more like his old self as he talked over other days with
Marsh and tried to cheer the listless aesthete up.</p>

<p>&#8220;It was Marsh who seemed most impatient to see the woman; perhaps because he
thought her strange beauty, or some phase of the mysticism which had gone into
her one-time magical cult, might help to reawaken his interest in things and
give him another start toward artistic creation. That there was no baser
reason, I was absolutely certain from what I knew of Marsh&#8217;s character. With
all his weaknesses, he was a gentleman&#8211;and it had indeed relieved me when I
first learned that he wanted to come here because his willingness to accept
Denis&#8217; hospitality proved that there was no reason why he shouldn&#8217;t.</p>

<p>&#8220;When, at last, Marceline did return, I could see that Marsh was
tremendously affected. He did not attempt to make her talk of the bizarre thing
which she had so definitely abandoned, but was unable to hide a powerful
admiration which kept his eyes&#8211;now dilated in that curious way for the first
time during his visit&#8211;riveted to her every moment she was in the room. She,
however, seemed uneasy rather than pleased by his steady scrutiny&#8211;that is, she
seemed so at first, though this feeling of hers wore away in a few days, and
left the two on a basis of the most cordial and voluble congeniality. I could
see Marsh studying her constantly when he thought no one was watching; and I
wondered how long it would be that only the artist, and not the primitive man,
would be aroused by her mysterious graces.</p>

<p>&#8220;Denis naturally felt some irritation at this turn of affairs; though he
realised that his guest was a man of honour and that, as kindred mystics and
aesthetes, Marceline and Marsh would naturally have things and interests to
discuss in which a more or less conventional person could have no part. He
didn&#8217;t hold anything against anybody, but merely regretted that his own
imagination was too limited and traditional to let him talk with Marceline as
Marsh talked. At this stage of things I began to see more of the boy. With his
wife otherwise busy, he had time to remember that he had a father&#8211;and a father
who was ready to help him in any sort of perplexity or difficulty.</p>

<p>&#8220;We often sat together on the veranda watching Marsh and Marceline as they
rode up or down the drive on horseback, or played tennis on the court that used
to stretch south of the house. They talked mostly in French, which Marsh,
though he hadn&#8217;t more than a quarter-portion of French blood, handled more
glibly than either Denis or I could speak it. Marceline&#8217;s English, always
academically correct, was rapidly improving in accent; but it was plain that
she relished dropping back into her mother-tongue. As we looked at the
congenial couple they made, I could see the boy&#8217;s cheek and throat muscles
tighten&#8211;though he wasn&#8217;t a whit less ideal a host to Marsh, or a whit less
considerate husband to Marceline.</p>]]></content:encoded>
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&#8220;It was a bad business all told. I could see that sad undercurrents were
arising. Denis was half-hypnotised with puppy-love, and began to grow away from
me as he felt my shrinking from his wife. This kind of thing went on for
months, and I saw that I was losing my only son&#8211;the boy who had formed the
centre [...]]]></description>
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<p>&#8220;It was a bad business all told. I could see that sad undercurrents were
arising. Denis was half-hypnotised with puppy-love, and began to grow away from
me as he felt my shrinking from his wife. This kind of thing went on for
months, and I saw that I was losing my only son&#8211;the boy who had formed the
centre of all my thoughts and acts for the past quarter century. I&#8217;ll own that
I felt bitter about it&#8211;what father wouldn&#8217;t? And yet I could do nothing.</p></div>

<p>&#8220;Marceline seemed to be a good wife enough in those early months, and our
friends received her without any quibbling or questioning. I was always
nervous, though, about what some of the young fellows in Paris might write home
to their relatives after the news of the marriage spread around. Despite the
woman&#8217;s love of secrecy, it couldn&#8217;t remain hidden forever&#8211;indeed, Denis had
written a few of his closest friends, in strict confidence, as soon as he was
settled with her at Riverside.</p>

<p>&#8220;I got to staying alone in my room more and more, with my failing health as
an excuse. It was about that time that my present spinal neuritis began to
develop&#8211;which made the excuse a pretty good one. Denis didn&#8217;t seem to notice
the trouble, or take any interest in me and my habits and affairs; and it hurt
me to see how callous he was getting. I began to get sleepless, and often
racked my brain in the night to try to find out what made my new
daughter-in-law so repulsive and even dimly horrible to me. It surely wasn&#8217;t
her old mystical nonsense, for she had left all the past behind her and never
mentioned it once. She didn&#8217;t even do any painting, although I understood that
she had once dabbled in art.</p>

<p>&#8220;Oddly, the only ones who seemed to share my uneasiness were the servants.
The darkies around the house seemed very sullen in their attitude toward her,
and in a few weeks all save the few who were strongly attached to our family
had left. These few&#8211;old Scipio and his wife Sarah, the cook Delilah, and Mary,
Scipio&#8217;s daughter&#8211;were as civil as possible; but plainly revealed that their
new mistress commanded their duty rather than their affection. They stayed in
their own remote part of the house as much as possible. McCabe, our white
chauffeur, was insolently admiring rather than hostile; and another exception
was a very old Zulu woman, said to have been a sort of leader in her small
cabin as a kind of family pensioner. Old Sophonisba always shewed reverence
whenever Marceline came near her, and one time I saw her kiss the ground where
her mistress had walked. Blacks are superstitious animals, and I wondered
whether Marceline had been talking any of her mystical nonsense to our hands in
order to overcome their evident dislike.</p>

<p>&#8220;Well, that&#8217;s how we went on for nearly half a year. Then, in the summer of
1916, things began to happen. Toward the middle of June Denis got a note from
his old friend Frank Marsh, telling of a sort of nervous breakdown which made
him want to take a rest in the country. It was postmarked New Orleans&#8211;for
Marsh had gone home from Paris when he felt the collapse coming on&#8211;and seemed
a very plain though polite bid for an invitation from us. Marsh, of course,
knew that Marceline was here; and asked very courteously after her. Denis was
sorry to hear of his trouble and told him at once to come along for an
indefinite visit.</p>

<p>&#8220;Marsh came&#8211;and I was shocked to notice how he had changed since I had seen
him in his earlier days. He was a smallish, lightish fellow, with blue eyes and
an undecided chin; and now I could see the effects of drink and I don&#8217;t know
what else in his puffy eyelids, enlarged nose-pores, and heavy lines around the
mouth. I reckon he had taken his dose of decadence pretty seriously, and set
out to be as much of a Rimbaud, Baudelaire, or Lautreamont as he could. And yet
he was delightful to talk to&#8211;for like all decadents he was exquisitely
sensitive to the color and atmosphere and names of things; admirably,
thoroughly alive, and with whole records of conscious experience in obscure,
shadowy fields of living and feeling which most of us pass over without knowing
they exist. Poor young devil&#8211;if only his father had lived longer and taken him
in hand! There was great stuff in the boy!</p>

<p>&#8220;I was glad of the visit, for I felt it would help to set up a normal
atmosphere in the house again. And that&#8217;s what it really seemed to do at first;
for as I said, Marsh was a delight to have around. He was as sincere and
profound an artist as I ever saw in my life, and I certainly believe that
nothing on earth mattered to him except the perception and expression of
beauty. When he saw an exquisite thing, or was creating one, his eyes would
dilate until the light irises were nearly out of sight&#8211;leaving two mystical
black pits in that weak, delicate, chalk-like face; black pits opening on
strange worlds which none of us could guess about.</p>]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Classic Horror and Lawrence of Arabia</title>
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Bram Stoker&#8217;s Dracula and Mary Shelley&#8217;s Frankenstein. Getting in the Halloween spirit a bit early I guess. Coincidentally both stories start written in the form of correspondence. (Also in the Halloween vein don&#8217;t forget Lovecraft&#8217;s Cthulu stories)
T. E. Lawrence&#8217;s Seven Pillars of Wisdom. I just watched the movie Lawrence of Arabia and enjoyed it so [...]]]></description>
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<li>Bram Stoker&#8217;s <a href="http://www.turtlereader.com/authors/bram-stoker/dracula-day-1-of-140/">Dracula</a> and Mary Shelley&#8217;s <a href="http://www.turtlereader.com/authors/mary-shelley/frankenstein-day-1-of-67/">Frankenstein</a>. Getting in the Halloween spirit a bit early I guess. Coincidentally both stories start written in the form of correspondence. (Also in the Halloween vein don&#8217;t forget <a href="http://www.turtlereader.com/authors/h-p-lovecraft/collected-stories-part-1-day-1-of-277/">Lovecraft</a>&#8217;s <a href="http://www.turtlereader.com/authors/h-p-lovecraft/collected-stories-part-2-day-1-of-274/">Cthulu</a> stories)</li>
<li>T. E. Lawrence&#8217;s <a href="http://www.turtlereader.com/authors/te-lawrence/seven-pillars-of-wisdom-day-1-of-240/">Seven Pillars of Wisdom</a>. I just watched the movie Lawrence of Arabia and enjoyed it so I was interested when I heard it was based on an autobiography. Hopefully it&#8217;s interesting. The dedication certainly is mysterious.</li>
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