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Mazurewicz was waiting for him at the door, and seemed both anxious and
reluctant to whisper some fresh bit of superstition. It was about the
witch-light. Joe had been out celebrating the night before&#8211;and it was
Patriots&#8217; Day in Massachusetts&#8211;and had come home after midnight. Looking up at
the house from outside, he had thought at first that Gilman&#8217;s [...]]]></description>
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<p>Mazurewicz was waiting for him at the door, and seemed both anxious and
reluctant to whisper some fresh bit of superstition. It was about the
witch-light. Joe had been out celebrating the night before&#8211;and it was
Patriots&#8217; Day in Massachusetts&#8211;and had come home after midnight. Looking up at
the house from outside, he had thought at first that Gilman&#8217;s window was dark,
but then he had seen the faint violet glow within. He wanted to warn the
gentleman about that glow, for everybody in Arkham knew it was Keziah&#8217;s
witch-light which played near Brown Jenkin and the ghost of the old crone
herself. He had not mentioned this before, but now he must tell about it
because it meant that Keziah and her long-toothed familiar were haunting the
young gentleman. Sometimes he and Paul Choynski and Landlord Dombrowski thought
they saw that light seeping out of cracks in the sealed loft above the young
gentleman&#8217;s room, but they had all agreed not to talk about that. However, it
would be better for the gentleman to take another room and get a crucifix from
some good priest like Father Iwanicki.</p></div>

<p>As the man rambled on, Gilman felt a nameless panic clutch at his throat. He
knew that Joe must have been half drunk when he came home the night before; yet
the mention of a violet light in the garret window was of frightful import. It
was a lambent glow of this sort which always played about the old woman and the
small furry thing in those lighter, sharper dreams which prefaced his plunge
into unknown abysses, and the thought that a wakeful second person could see
the dream-luminance was utterly beyond sane harborage. Yet where had the fellow
got such an odd notion? Had he himself talked as well as walked around the
house in his sleep? No, Joe said, he had not&#8211;but he must check up on this.
Perhaps Frank Elwood could tell him something, though he hated to ask.</p>

<p>Fever&#8211;wild dreams&#8211;somnambulism&#8211;illusions of sounds&#8211;a pull toward a point
in the sky&#8211;and now a suspicion of insane sleep-talking! He must stop studying,
see a nerve specialist, and take himself in hand. When he climbed to the second
storey he paused at Elwood&#8217;s door but saw that the other youth was out.
Reluctantly he continued up to his garret room and sat down in the dark. His
gaze was still pulled to the southward, but he also found himself listening
intently for some sound in the closed loft above, and half imagining that an
evil violet light seeped down through an infinitesimal crack in the low,
slanting ceiling.</p>

<p>That night as Gilman slept, the violet light broke upon him with heightened
intensity, and the old witch and small furry thing, getting closer than ever
before, mocked him with inhuman squeals and devilish gestures. He was glad to
sink into the vaguely roaring twilight abysses, though the pursuit of that
iridescent bubble-congeries and that kaleidoscopic little polyhedron was
menacing and irritating. Then came the shift as vast converging planes of a
slippery-looking substance loomed above and below him&#8211;a shift which ended in a
flash of delirium and a blaze of unknown, alien light in which yellow, carmine,
and indigo were madly and inextricably blended.</p>

<p>He was half lying on a high, fantastically balustraded terrace above a
boundless jungle of outlandish, incredible peaks, balanced planes, domes,
minarets, horizontal disks poised on pinnacles, and numberless forms of still
greater wildness&#8211;some of stone and some of metal&#8211;which glittered gorgeously
in the mixed, almost blistering glare from a poly-chromatic sky. Looking upward
he saw three stupendous disks of flame, each of a different hue, and at a
different height above an infinitely distant curving horizon of low mountains.
Behind him tiers of higher terraces towered aloft as far as he could see. The
city below stretched away to the limits of vision, and he hoped that no sound
would well up from it.</p>

<p>The pavement from which he easily raised himself was a veined polished stone
beyond his power to identify, and the tiles were cut in bizarre-angled shapes
which struck him as less asymmetrical than based on some unearthly symmetry
whose laws he could not comprehend. The balustrade was chest-high, delicate,
and fantastically wrought, while along the rail were ranged at short intervals
little figures of grotesque design and exquisite workmanship. They, like the
whole balustrade, seemed to be made of some sort of shining metal whose colour
could not be guessed in the chaos of mixed effulgences, and their nature
utterly defied conjecture. They represented some ridged barrel-shaped objects
with thin horizontal arms radiating spoke-like from a central ring and with
vertical knobs or bulbs projecting from the head and base of the barrel. Each
of these knobs was the hub of a system of five long, flat, triangularly
tapering arms arranged around it like the arms of a starfish&#8211;nearly
horizontal, but curving slightly away from the central barrel. The base of the
bottom knob was fused to the long railing with so delicate a point of contact
that several figures had been broken off and were missing. The figures were
about four and a half inches in height, while the spiky arms gave them a
maximum diameter of about two and a half inches.</p>

<p>When Gilman stood up, the tiles felt hot to his bare feet. He was wholly
alone, and his first act was to walk to the balustrade and look dizzily down at
the endless, Cyclopean city almost two thousand feet below. As he listened he
thought a rhythmic confusion of faint musical pipings covering a wide tonal
range welled up from the narrow streets beneath, and he wished he might discern
the denizens of the place. The sight turned him giddy after a while, so that he
would have fallen to the pavement had he not clutched instinctively at the
lustrous balustrade. His right hand fell on one of the projecting figures, the
touch seeming to steady him slightly. It was too much, however, for the exotic
delicacy of the metal-work, and the spiky figure snapped off under his grasp.
Still half dazed, he continued to clutch it as his other hand seized a vacant
space on the smooth railing.</p>]]></content:encoded>
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Then he saw the two shapes laboriously crawling toward him&#8211;the old woman
and the little furry thing. The crone strained up to her knees and managed to
cross her arms in a singular fashion, while Brown Jenkin pointed in a certain
direction with a horribly anthropoid forepaw which it raised with evident
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<p>Then he saw the two shapes laboriously crawling toward him&#8211;the old woman
and the little furry thing. The crone strained up to her knees and managed to
cross her arms in a singular fashion, while Brown Jenkin pointed in a certain
direction with a horribly anthropoid forepaw which it raised with evident
difficulty. Spurred by an impulse he did not originate, Gilman dragged himself
forward along a course determined by the angle of the old woman&#8217;s arms and the
direction of the small monstrosity&#8217;s paw, and before he had shuffled three
steps he was back in the twilight abysses. Geometrical shapes seethed around
him, and he fell dizzily and interminably. At last he woke in his bed in the
crazily angled garret of the eldritch old house.</p></div>

<p>He was good for nothing that morning, and stayed away from all his classes.
Some unknown attraction was pulling his eyes in a seemingly irrelevant
direction, for he could not help staring at a certain vacant spot on the floor.
As the day advanced, the focus of his unseeing eyes changed position, and by
noon he had conquered the impulse to stare at vacancy. About two o&#8217;clock he
went out for lunch and as he threaded the narrow lanes of the city he found
himself turning always to the southeast. Only an effort halted him at a
cafeteria in Church Street, and after the meal he felt the unknown pull still
more strongly.</p>

<p>He would have to consult a nerve specialist after all&#8211;perhaps there was a
connection with his somnambulism&#8211;but meanwhile he might at least try to break
the morbid spell himself. Undoubtedly he could still manage to walk away from
the pull, so with great resolution he headed against it and dragged himself
deliberately north along Garrison Street. By the time he had reached the bridge
over the Miskatonic he was in a cold perspiration, and he clutched at the iron
railing as he gazed upstream at the ill-regarded island whose regular lines of
ancient standing stones brooded sullenly in the afternoon sunlight.</p>

<p>Then he gave a start. For there was a clearly visible living figure on that
desolate island, and a second glance told him it was certainly the strange old
woman whose sinister aspect had worked itself so disastrously into his dreams.
The tall grass near her was moving, too, as if some other living thing were
crawling close to the ground. When the old woman began to turn toward him he
fled precipitately off the bridge and into the shelter of the town&#8217;s
labyrinthine waterfront alleys. Distant though the island was, he felt that a
monstrous and invincible evil could flow from the sardonic stare of that bent,
ancient figure in brown.</p>

<p>The southeastwards pull still held, and only with tremendous resolution
could Gilman drag himself into the old house and up the rickety stairs. For
hours he sat silent and aimless, with his eyes shifting gradually westward.
About six o&#8217;clock his sharpened ears caught the whining prayers of Joe
Mazurewicz two floors below, and in desperation he seized his hat and walked
out into the sunset-golden streets, letting the now directly southward pull
carry him where it might. An hour later darkness found him in the open fields
beyond Hangman&#8217;s Brook, with the glimmering spring stars shining ahead. The
urge to walk was gradually changing to an urge to leap mystically into space,
and suddenly he realized just where the source of the pull lay.</p>

<p>It was in the sky. A definite point among the stars had a claim on him and
was calling him. Apparently it was a point somewhere between Hydra and Argo
Navis, and he knew that he had been urged toward it ever since he had awaked
soon after dawn. In the morning it had been underfoot, and now it was roughly
south but stealing toward the west. What was the meaning of this new thing? Was
he going mad? How long would it last? Again mustering his resolution, Gilman
turned and dragged himself back to the sinister old house.</p>

<p>Mazurewicz was waiting for him at the door, and seemed both anxious and
reluctant to whisper some fresh bit of superstition. It was about the
witch-light. Joe had been out celebrating the night before&#8211;and it was
Patriots&#8217; Day in Massachusetts&#8211;and had come home after midnight. Looking up at
the house from outside, he had thought at first that Gilman&#8217;s window was dark,
but then he had seen the faint violet glow within. He wanted to warn the
gentleman about that glow, for everybody in Arkham knew it was Keziah&#8217;s
witch-light which played near Brown Jenkin and the ghost of the old crone
herself. He had not mentioned this before, but now he must tell about it
because it meant that Keziah and her long-toothed familiar were haunting the
young gentleman. Sometimes he and Paul Choynski and Landlord Dombrowski thought
they saw that light seeping out of cracks in the sealed loft above the young
gentleman&#8217;s room, but they had all agreed not to talk about that. However, it
would be better for the gentleman to take another room and get a crucifix from
some good priest like Father Iwanicki.</p>]]></content:encoded>
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Gilman dropped in at the doctor&#8217;s office on the sixteenth of the month, and
was surprised to find his temperature was not as high as he had feared. The
physician questioned him sharply, and advised him to see a nerve specialist. On
reflection, he was glad he had not consulted the still more inquisitive college
doctor. Old Waldron, who [...]]]></description>
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<p>Gilman dropped in at the doctor&#8217;s office on the sixteenth of the month, and
was surprised to find his temperature was not as high as he had feared. The
physician questioned him sharply, and advised him to see a nerve specialist. On
reflection, he was glad he had not consulted the still more inquisitive college
doctor. Old Waldron, who had curtailed his activities before, would have made
him take a rest&#8211;an impossible thing now that he was so close to great results
in his equations. He was certainly near the boundary between the known universe
and the fourth dimension, and who could say how much farther he might go?</p></div>

<p>But even as these thoughts came to him he wondered at the source of his
strange confidence. Did all of this perilous sense of immininence come from the
formulae on the sheets he covered day by day? The soft, stealthy, imaginary
footsteps in the sealed loft above were unnerving. And now, too, there was a
growing feeling that somebody was constantly persuading him to do something
terrible which he could not do. How about the somnambulism? Where did he go
sometimes in the night? And what was that faint suggestion of sound which once
in a while seemed to trickle through the confusion of identifiable sounds even
in broad daylight and full wakefulness? Its rhythm did not correspond to
anything on earth, unless perhaps to the cadence of one or two unmentionable
Sabbat-chants, and sometimes he feared it corresponded to certain attributes of
the vague shrieking or roaring in those wholly alien abysses of dream.</p>

<p>The dreams were meanwhile getting to be atrocious. In the lighter
preliminary phase the evil old woman was now of fiendish distinctness, and
Gilman knew she was the one who had frightened him in the slums. Her bent back,
long nose, and shrivelled chin were unmistakable, and her shapeless brown
garments were like those he remembered. The expression on her face was one of
hideous malevolence and exultation, and when he awaked he could recall a
croaking voice that persuaded and threatened. He must meet the Black Man and go
with them all to the throne of Azathoth at the centre of ultimate chaos. That
was what she said. He must sign the book of Azathoth in his own blood and take
a new secret name now that his independent delvings had gone so far. What kept
him from going with her and Brown Jenkin and the other to the throne of Chaos
where the thin flutes pipe mindlessly was the fact that he had seen the name
&#8220;Azathoth&#8221; in the Necronomicon, and knew it stood for a primal evil too
horrible for description.</p>

<p>The old woman always appeared out of thin air near the corner where the
downward slant met the inward slant. She seemed to crystallize at a point
closer to the ceiling than to the floor, and every night she was a little
nearer and more distinct before the dream shifted. Brown Jenkin, too was always
a little nearer at the last, and its yellowish-white fangs glistened shockingly
in that unearthly violet phosphorescence. Its shrill loathsome tittering struck
more and more into Gilman&#8217;s head, and he could remember in the morning how it
had pronounced the words &#8220;Azathoth&#8221; and &#8220;Nyarlathotep.&#8221;</p>

<p>In the deeper dreams everything was likewise more distinct, and Gilman felt
that the twilight abysses around him were those of the fourth dimension. Those
organic entities whose motions seemed least flagrantly irrelevant and
unmotivated were probably projections of life-forms from our own planet,
including human beings. What the others were in their own dimensional sphere or
spheres he dared not try to think. Two of the less irrelevantly moving
things&#8211;a rather large congeries of iridescent, prolately spheroidal bubbles
and a very much smaller polyhedron of unknown colours and rapidly shifting
surface angles&#8211;seemed to take notice of him and follow him about or float
ahead as he changed position among the titan prisms, labyrinths, cube-and-plane
clusters and quasi-buildings; and all the while the vague shrieking and roaring
waxed louder and louder, as if approaching some monstrous climax of utterly
unendurable intensity.</p>

<p>During the night of 19-20 April the new development occurred. Gilman was
half involuntarily moving about in the twilight abysses with the bubble-mass
and the small polyhedron floating ahead when he noticed the peculiarly regular
angles formed by the edges of some gigantic neighbouring prism-clusters. In
another second he was out of the abyss and standing tremulously on a rocky
hillside bathed in intense, diffused green light. He was barefooted and in his
nightclothes. and when he tried to walk discovered that he could scarcely lift
his feet. A swirling vapour hid everything but the immediate sloping terrain
from sight, and he shrank from the thought of the sounds, that might surge out
of that vapour.</p>

<p>Then he saw the two shapes laboriously crawling toward him&#8211;the old woman
and the little furry thing. The crone strained up to her knees and managed to
cross her arms in a singular fashion, while Brown Jenkin pointed in a certain
direction with a horribly anthropoid forepaw which it raised with evident
difficulty. Spurred by an impulse he did not originate, Gilman dragged himself
forward along a course determined by the angle of the old woman&#8217;s arms and the
direction of the small monstrosity&#8217;s paw, and before he had shuffled three
steps he was back in the twilight abysses. Geometrical shapes seethed around
him, and he fell dizzily and interminably. At last he woke in his bed in the
crazily angled garret of the eldritch old house.</p>]]></content:encoded>
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Toward the end of March he began to pick up in his mathematics, though the
other studies bothered him increasingly. He was getting an intuitive knack for
solving Riemannian equations, and astonished Professor Upham by his
comprehension of fourth-dimensional and other problems which had floored all
the rest of the class. One afternoon there was a discussion of possible
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<p>Toward the end of March he began to pick up in his mathematics, though the
other studies bothered him increasingly. He was getting an intuitive knack for
solving Riemannian equations, and astonished Professor Upham by his
comprehension of fourth-dimensional and other problems which had floored all
the rest of the class. One afternoon there was a discussion of possible
freakish curvatures in space, and of theoretical points of approach or even
contact between our part of the cosmos and various other regions as distant as
the farthest stars or the transgalactic gulfs themselves&#8211;or even as fabulously
remote as the tentatively conceivable cosmic units beyond the whole Einsteinian
space-time continuum. Gilman&#8217;s handling of this theme filled everyone with
admiration, even though some of his hypothetical illustrations caused an
increase in the always plentiful gossip about his nervous and solitary
eccentricity. What made the students shake their heads was his sober theory
that a man might&#8211;given mathematical knowledge admittedly beyond all likelihood
of human acquirement&#8211;step deliberately from the earth to any other celestial
body which might lie at one of an infinity of specific points in the cosmic
pattern.</p></div>

<p>Such a step, he said, would require only two stages; first, a passage out of
the three-dimensional sphere we know, and second, a passage back to the
three-dimensional sphere at another point, perhaps one of infinite remoteness.
That this could be accomplished without loss of life was in many cases
conceivable. Any being from any part of three-dimensional space could probably
survive in the fourth dimension; and its survival of the second stage would
depend upon what alien part of three-dimensional space it might select for its
re-entry. Denizens of some planets might be able to live on certain
others&#8211;even planets belonging to other galaxies, or to similar dimensional
phases of other space-time continua&#8211;though of course there must be vast
numbers of mutually uninhabitable even though mathematically juxtaposed bodies
or zones of space.</p>

<p>It was also possible that the inhabitants of a given dimensional realm could
survive entry to many unknown and incomprehensible realms of additional or
indefinitely multiplied dimensions&#8211;be they within or outside the given
space-time continuum&#8211;and that the converse would be likewise true. This was a
matter for speculation, though one could be fairly certain that the type of
mutation involved in a passage from any given dimensional plane to the next
higher one would not be destructive of biological integrity as we understand
it. Gilman could not be very clear about his reasons for this last assumption,
but his haziness here was more than overbalanced by his clearness on other
complex points. Professor Upham especially liked his demonstration of the
kinship of higher mathematics to certain phases of magical lore transmitted
down the ages from an ineffable antiquity&#8211;human or pre-human&#8211;whose knowledge
of the cosmos and its laws was greater than ours.</p>

<p>Around 1 April Gilman worried considerably because his slow fever did not
abate. He was also troubled by what some of his fellow lodgers said about his
sleep-walking. It seemed that he was often absent from his bed and that the
creaking of his floor at certain hours of the night was remarked by the man in
the room below. This fellow also spoke of hearing the tread of shod feet in the
night; but Gilman was sure he must have been mistaken in this, since shoes as
well as other apparel were always precisely in place in the morning. One could
develop all sorts of aural delusions in this morbid old house&#8211;for did not
Gilman himself, even in daylight, now feel certain that noises other than
rat-scratching came from the black voids beyond the slanting wall and above the
slanting ceiling? His pathologically sensitive ears began to listen for faint
footfalls in the immemorially sealed loft overhead, and sometimes the illusion
of such things was agonizingly realistic.</p>

<p>However, he knew that he had actually become a somnambulist; for twice at
night his room had been found vacant, though with all his clothing in place. Of
this he had been assured by Frank Elwood, the one fellow-student whose poverty
forced him to room in this squalid and unpopular house. Elwood had been
studying in the small hours and had come up for help on a differential
equation, only to find Gilman absent. It had been rather presumptuous of him to
open the unlocked door after knocking had failed to rouse a response, but he
had needed the help very badly and thought that his host would not mind a
gentle prodding awake. On neither occasion, though, had Gilman been there; and
when told of the matter he wondered where he could have been wandering,
barefoot and with only his night clothes on. He resolved to investigate the
matter if reports of his sleep-walking continued, and thought of sprinkling
flour on the floor of the corridor to see where his footsteps might lead. The
door was the only conceivable egress, for there was no possible foothold
outside the narrow window.</p>

<p>As April advanced, Gilman&#8217;s fever-sharpened ears were disturbed by the
whining prayers of a superstitious loom-fixer named Joe Mazurewicz who had a
room on the ground floor. Mazurewicz had told long, rambling stories about the
ghost of old Keziah and the furry sharp-fanged, nuzzling thing, and had said he
was so badly haunted at times that only his silver crucifix&#8211;given him for the
purpose by Father Iwanicki of St. Stanislaus&#8217; Church&#8211;could bring him relief.
Now he was praying because the Witches&#8217; Sabbath was drawing near. May Eve was
Walpurgis Night, when hell&#8217;s blackest evil roamed the earth and all the slaves
of Satan gathered for nameless rites and deeds. It was always a very bad time
in Arkham, even though the fine folks up in Miskatonic Avenue and High and
Saltonstall Streets pretended to know nothing about it. There would be bad
doings, and a child or two would probably be missing. Joe knew about such
things, for his grandmother in the old country had heard tales from her
grandmother. It was wise to pray and count one&#8217;s beads at this season. For
three months Keziah and Brown Jenkin had not been near Joe&#8217;s room, nor near
Paul Choynski&#8217;s room, nor anywhere else&#8211;and it meant no good when they held
off like that. They must be up to something.</p>

<p>Gilman dropped in at the doctor&#8217;s office on the sixteenth of the month, and
was surprised to find his temperature was not as high as he had feared. The
physician questioned him sharply, and advised him to see a nerve specialist. On
reflection, he was glad he had not consulted the still more inquisitive college
doctor. Old Waldron, who had curtailed his activities before, would have made
him take a rest&#8211;an impossible thing now that he was so close to great results
in his equations. He was certainly near the boundary between the known universe
and the fourth dimension, and who could say how much farther he might go?</p>]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Collected Stories - Part 1 - Day 80 of 276</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 18 Mar 2008 16:22:27 +0000</pubDate>
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		<category><![CDATA[Collected Stories - Part 1]]></category>

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Gilman&#8217;s dreams consisted largely in plunges through limitless abysses of
inexplicably coloured twilight and bafflingly disordered sound; abysses whose
material and gravitational properties, and whose relation to his own entity, he
could not even begin to explain. He did not walk or climb, fly or swim, crawl
or wriggle; yet always experienced a mode of motion partly voluntary and [...]]]></description>
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<p>Gilman&#8217;s dreams consisted largely in plunges through limitless abysses of
inexplicably coloured twilight and bafflingly disordered sound; abysses whose
material and gravitational properties, and whose relation to his own entity, he
could not even begin to explain. He did not walk or climb, fly or swim, crawl
or wriggle; yet always experienced a mode of motion partly voluntary and partly
involuntary. Of his own condition he could not well judge, for sight of his
arms, legs, and torso seemed always cut off by some odd disarrangement of
perspective; but he felt that his physical organization and faculties were
somehow marvellously transmuted and obliquely projected&#8211;though not without a
certain grotesque relationship to his normal proportions and properties.</p></div>

<p>The abysses were by no means vacant, being crowded with indescribably angled
masses of alien-hued substance, some of which appeared to be organic while
others seemed inorganic. A few of the organic objects tended to awake vague
memories in the back of his mind, though he could form no conscious idea of
what they mockingly resembled or suggested. In the later dreams he began to
distinguish separate categories into which the organic objects appeared to be
divided, and which seemed to involve in each case a radically different species
of conduct-pattern and basic motivation. Of these categories one seemed to him
to include objects slightly less illogical and irrelevant in their motions than
the members of the other categories.</p>

<p>All the objects&#8211;organic and inorganic alike&#8211;were totally beyond
description or even comprehension. Gilman sometimes compared the inorganic
matter to prisms, labyrinths, clusters of cubes and planes, and Cyclopean
buildings; and the organic things struck him variously as groups of bubbles,
octopi, centipedes, living Hindoo idols, and intricate arabesques roused into a
kind of ophidian animation. Everything he saw was unspeakably menacing and
horrible; and whenever one of the organic entities appeared by its motions to
be noticing him, he felt a stark, hideous fright which generally jolted him
awake. Of how the organic entities moved, he could tell no more than of how he
moved himself. In time he observed a further mystery&#8211;the tendency of certain
entities to appear suddenly out of empty space, or to disappear totally with
equal suddenness. The shrieking, roaring confusion of sound which permeated the
abysses was past all analysis as to pitch, timbre or rhythm; but seemed to be
synchronous with vague visual changes in all the indefinite objects, organic
and inorganic alike. Gilman had a constant sense of dread that it might rise to
some unbearable degree of intensity during one or another of its obscure,
relentlessly inevitable fluctuations.</p>

<p>But it was not in these vortices of complete alienage that he saw Brown
Jenkin. That shocking little horror was reserved for certain lighter, sharper
dreams which assailed him just before he dropped into the fullest depths of
sleep. He would be lying in the dark fighting to keep awake when a faint
lambent glow would seem to shimmer around the centuried room, showing in a
violet mist the convergence of angled planes which had seized his brain so
insidiously. The horror would appear to pop out of the rat-hole in the corner
and patter toward him over the sagging, wide-planked floor with evil expectancy
in its tiny, bearded human face; but mercifully, this dream always melted away
before the object got close enough to nuzzle him. It had hellishly long, sharp,
canine teeth; Gilman tried to stop up the rat-hole every day, but each night
the real tenants of the partitions would gnaw away the obstruction, whatever it
might be. Once he had the landlord nail a tin over it, but the next night the
rats gnawed a fresh hole, in making which they pushed or dragged out into the
room a curious little fragment of bone.</p>

<p>Gilman did not report his fever to the doctor, for he knew he could not pass
the examinations if ordered to the college infirmary when every moment was
needed for cramming. As it was, he failed in Calculus D and Advanced General
Psychology, though not without hope of making up lost ground before the end of
the term.</p>

<p>It was in March when the fresh element entered his lighter preliminary
dreaming, and the nightmare shape of Brown Jenkin began to be companioned by
the nebulous blur which grew more and more to resemble a bent old woman. This
addition disturbed him more than he could account for, but finally he decided
that it was like an ancient crone whom he had twice actually encountered in the
dark tangle of lanes near the abandoned wharves. On those occasions the evil,
sardonic, and seemingly unmotivated stare of the beldame had set him almost
shivering&#8211;especially the first time when an overgrown rat darting across the
shadowed mouth of a neighbouring alley had made him think irrationally of Brown
Jenkin. Now, he reflected, those nervous fears were being mirrored in his
disordered dreams. That the influence of the old house was unwholesome he could
not deny, but traces of his early morbid interest still held him there. He
argued that the fever alone was responsible for his nightly fantasies, and that
when the touch abated he would be free from the monstrous visions. Those
visions, however, were of absorbing vividness and convincingness, and whenever
he awaked he retained a vague sense of having undergone much more than he
remembered. He was hideously sure that in unrecalled dreams he had talked with
both Brown Jenkin and the old woman, and that they had been urging him to go
somewhere with them and to meet a third being of greater potency.</p>

<p>Toward the end of March he began to pick up in his mathematics, though the
other studies bothered him increasingly. He was getting an intuitive knack for
solving Riemannian equations, and astonished Professor Upham by his
comprehension of fourth-dimensional and other problems which had floored all
the rest of the class. One afternoon there was a discussion of possible
freakish curvatures in space, and of theoretical points of approach or even
contact between our part of the cosmos and various other regions as distant as
the farthest stars or the transgalactic gulfs themselves&#8211;or even as fabulously
remote as the tentatively conceivable cosmic units beyond the whole Einsteinian
space-time continuum. Gilman&#8217;s handling of this theme filled everyone with
admiration, even though some of his hypothetical illustrations caused an
increase in the always plentiful gossip about his nervous and solitary
eccentricity. What made the students shake their heads was his sober theory
that a man might&#8211;given mathematical knowledge admittedly beyond all likelihood
of human acquirement&#8211;step deliberately from the earth to any other celestial
body which might lie at one of an infinity of specific points in the cosmic
pattern.</p>]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Classic Horror and Lawrence of Arabia</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 01 Sep 2008 00:08:06 +0000</pubDate>
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		<category><![CDATA[Dracula]]></category>

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Bram Stoker&#8217;s Dracula and Mary Shelley&#8217;s Frankenstein. Getting in the Halloween spirit a bit early I guess. Coincidentally both stories start written in the form of correspondence. (Also in the Halloween vein don&#8217;t forget Lovecraft&#8217;s Cthulu stories)
T. E. Lawrence&#8217;s Seven Pillars of Wisdom. I just watched the movie Lawrence of Arabia and enjoyed it so [...]]]></description>
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<li>Bram Stoker&#8217;s <a href="http://www.turtlereader.com/authors/bram-stoker/dracula-day-1-of-140/">Dracula</a> and Mary Shelley&#8217;s <a href="http://www.turtlereader.com/authors/mary-shelley/frankenstein-day-1-of-67/">Frankenstein</a>. Getting in the Halloween spirit a bit early I guess. Coincidentally both stories start written in the form of correspondence. (Also in the Halloween vein don&#8217;t forget <a href="http://www.turtlereader.com/authors/h-p-lovecraft/collected-stories-part-1-day-1-of-277/">Lovecraft</a>&#8217;s <a href="http://www.turtlereader.com/authors/h-p-lovecraft/collected-stories-part-2-day-1-of-274/">Cthulu</a> stories)</li>
<li>T. E. Lawrence&#8217;s <a href="http://www.turtlereader.com/authors/te-lawrence/seven-pillars-of-wisdom-day-1-of-240/">Seven Pillars of Wisdom</a>. I just watched the movie Lawrence of Arabia and enjoyed it so I was interested when I heard it was based on an autobiography. Hopefully it&#8217;s interesting. The dedication certainly is mysterious.</li>
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